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CHAPTER 1 - "BLOODLUST"
Biology. It was amazing how this class, which had always been so mind-numbingly boring, was suddenly anything but. To say that I was on edge was an understatement as my mind swam in the torturous scent of this seemingly innocent girl that had been assigned the seat beside me. I fought the images that kept flashing into my mind of me taking her, revelling in the heat and exquisite taste of her blood. I knew I was fighting a losing battle; that I was going to destroy everything I had worked so hard for and all because this wretched child had to come to this school, this class and sit next to me. I felt trapped, unable to breathe for fear of revealing my true self, and above all, frustrated beyond anything I had ever experienced, by the fact that I was unable to decipher her thoughts.
The only thing that was managing to keep this insignificant person alive was the intrigue she held for me. After a century of hearing the thoughts of others and finding the whole human mind completely dull and predictable, the fact that I could not hear her thoughts was a complete mystery to me. I found myself too interested in this fact and that was dangerous.
The way that she glanced at me through her lashes was wreaking havoc on my will to wait until I could get her alone, unnoticed and away from anyone that could potentially cause problems for my family by seeing or hearing something that they shouldn’t. It was a curious sensation, the need, the undeniable pull I felt towards her. Not only was I suffering the most unbearable scorching thirst, as if her blood was calling only to me, begging me to partake of it, but there was something else which I couldn’t quite put my finger on. All I knew is that it caused my stomach to knot from the intensity of my need for her.
I barely made it through the hour, and as the bell rang, I got out of that damned room as fast as I could allow myself to go. I headed straight for my car to hide while I decided what I should do next. My first instinct was to run away, which I knew was probably the right thing to do, but I just couldn’t find the strength to do it. The venom filled my mouth as I involuntarily recalled how much I had wanted her. I needed to have her.
I got out of the car, slamming the door a little harder than I should have, as I heard the metal protest as it made contact. Instinct was taking over and I couldn’t find the will to stop myself. I followed her scent to the gym, where I noticed that she was sitting on the sidelines, watching. I had the irresistible urge to come up with a plausible reason for her to be excused, but I knew that that was too risky. I couldn’t afford to draw attention to myself where she was concerned. I would be the last person she was seen with, and my family could not undergo such scrutiny because I was too impatient. I knew that I would have to bide my time, although the thought of waiting for her had me grinding my teeth. I had to remind myself that I had never crossed such a scent before, that surely the wait would be well worth the effort. I had to savour the experience. I returned to my car and tried to come up with a plan. Suddenly inspiration struck me.
Making sure that no one could see me, I moved quickly to the old truck sitting in the parking lot. I wasn’t difficult to figure out which was hers; apart from the fact that there weren’t that many students that attended this school, her scent was all too easy for me to detect. I popped the hood and quickly tinkered with the engine. I wanted to be sure that if any of these hormone-riddled, pathetic excuses for males decided to help her that they wouldn’t succeed. Once more, I waited in my car for the opportunity to present itself.
The minutes dragged by as I sat there. Finally, the final bell rang and as my brothers and sisters piled into my car, I threw the keys to Alice. Her response was strange as she almost grinned at me as she climbed into the driver’s seat as I got out. She was blocking her thoughts from me and I couldn’t help but wonder if she had seen what was going to happen? Surely she must have, but I couldn’t understand why she would be at all happy about it. My mind was made up. I was going to have her. By any means necessary.
As my family drove off, I suddenly became acutely aware of her presence close by. I watched as she climbed into the ancient truck and tried over and over to get it started. After a dozen tries, she pounded her fist against the steering wheel before leaning her head back against the seat, looking at the roof. It looked as if she was trying not to cry. It didn’t take long before the vultures started circling; one after another, offering help which none of them would be able to provide. Not only did they have no idea exactly what I had done to the engine, but not one of them knew a thing about cars, let alone a motor. The girl just stood there beside them, staring blankly at the lifeless engine, with as little clue about the cause as the males surrounding her. I chuckled darkly to myself until Mike Newton offered to drive her home.
I could feel the fury flare inside me as he moved closer and closer to the girl before wrapping his arm around her shoulder. She quickly shrugged it off and said that she would get someone to call her Dad and get him to collect her. Slowly they all began to leave, and she seemed more comfortable to wait it out in the cab, reading a book. Once the lot was empty, I walked over and tapped on her window gently.
It was time to put my plan into action, and there was no point scaring her. I wanted to enjoy every moment of this, and to rush through the experience to stop her screaming or trying to get away seemed such a waste. I knew that I wanted her to be a willing participant, for the most part. It just seemed right to do it that way. Was it wrong for me to want her to find some pleasure in what would be the last thing she ever did? I knew it was sick and perverse, but at the same time, I was incredibly excited by that thought.
With a bit of difficulty, she rolled the window down, only managing to open it half way before giving up. She looked wary and a little frightened. I couldn’t say that I would blame her after the way I had reacted to her in class. I knew that I had to make up for that now. I had to play my part.
“Car trouble?” I asked as I made my voice as inviting as possible and I flashed her a smile. Her cheeks blushed a deep pink and I had to swallow back another mouthful of venom at the sight.
“Um... yeah...”Her voice was quiet and I could tell she was uncomfortable. “I should probably call my Dad to come and get me.”
“Would you like me to take a look?”
“No, that’s okay...”
“I actually know a thing or two about engines. Why don’t you pop the hood?”
As I lifted the ancient metal, I heard the girl get out of the car and come to stand beside me. I inhaled her scent, enjoying the fact that I would soon be able to finally taste it. She smelt so delicious that it almost completely distracted me from my little charade.
She looked up at me through her long, thick lashes and I felt my stomach knot again, only this time it was much tighter. The longing I felt for her was becoming too much and I had to force myself to look away.
“So... Any idea what’s wrong?” I could hear the scepticism in her voice.
“Actually, I think I see the problem. Why don’t you hop back in and when I say, try to start it up.” I gave her a smile and she nodded.
She turned and got back into the cab, waiting for my signal. I quickly fixed the problems and called out for her to give it a try. Instantly the engine roared to life and I found a very excited girl bouncing out of the truck, thanking me for my help.
“Anytime.” I crooned and shot her another smile, which she returned. “Oh, by the way, I’m Edward.”
“It’s nice to meet you, Edward. I’m Bella. Hey, thank you so much for this. I can’t tell you how you have saved me! My knight in shining armour.”She chuckled as she spoke, but I couldn’t help but feel the guilt building over my intended actions. I had no intention of saving her at all. It was ironic that those were the words that had come out of her mouth.
“Well, I felt really bad about earlier, and I just wanted to say that I’m really sorry about my behaviour in class today. I’ve been having a really bad day, and there was no reason that I should have acted the way that I did. You didn’t deserve that.”
“Oh...” Her forehead creased slightly, like she was trying to work something out. I cursed the fact that I couldn’t read her mind, but instead, looked into the depths of her dark brown eyes. She quickly broke our eye contact and blushed again before responding. “It’s fine. I just hoped that I hadn’t upset you somehow.” She suddenly looked around the empty parking lot. “Um... how are you getting home? Are you planning on walking?” Again her brow furrowed as she waited for my response.
“No, I’ve been left behind by my brothers and sisters for taking too long. Alice is rather impatient. I guess I’ll just call my parents or a cab.”Her expression relaxed as she took in this new information, before a smile broke through.
“Why don’t I give you a ride home? I mean, it’s the least I can do after you’ve helped me.”I was watching her body language closely for clues to her inner thoughts, and the fact that she was slowly edging closer was a good indication that my plan was working.
I gave her my most dazzling smile as I agreed and held the door open for her as she got back into the truck. I listened with great interest as her heartbeat raced, occasionally stuttering, and her breathing seemed to be doing similar things. She was grinning widely, so she obviously wasn’t afraid. My own excitement rose inside me as I realised that she was feeling the same way.
“Where to?” She asked and I indicated to head right and onto the highway. We drove for a little while in silence, all the while I concentrated on the sounds of her heart and breath. There was something almost erotic about the way the thumping in her chest sounded as it pumped her blood through her veins, singing to me like a siren’s song.
We had been driving for about 5 minutes when Bella glanced over to me, looking worried. “Where are we going exactly? I thought I was driving you home.”
“Do you mind if we stop somewhere first? There’s something I’d really like to show you.”Once more, I gave her my best smile and her worry seemed to melt from her features instantly as she grinned back and nodded. I directed the rest of the way, until we finally pulled over. I went around and opened her door for her, as she got out. I indicated for her to follow me as we headed into the forest.
“Are you sure you know where you’re going?” She asked as the doubt once more filtered back into her voice.
“I could find it with my eyes shut.” I chuckled as we pressed on. It took longer than I thought it would as the girl, Bella, kept stumbling and tripping over. I was careful not to make direct skin contact with her. I didn’t want to destroy all my efforts so far.
Finally we reached the place I had in mind. I sat down on the grass next to the small stream that ran through the clearing. I patted the ground next to me, indicating for Bella to join me. Slowly, she lowered herself down, all the while her eyes were locked to mine. I had noticed that her heart’s speed had kicked up another notch and her breathing was becoming ragged. I was so intrigued and mesmerised with her, that it took me a few moments to remember why we were in this place.
CHAPTER 2 - "THE BEST LAID PLANS"
I was surprised at how nervous I felt all of a sudden. I had no reason to be nervous. It wasn’t as if I had never hunted humans before. She why the hell did I feel like I could hardly breathe? Perhaps the fact that you want her to want you is the cause of all this anxiety? It was possible.
In all the time that I had away from Carlisle, feeding upon humans, I had only ever chosen to prey on the truly evil. I was always certain of their guilt and intentions before I attacked, but with Bella’s mind closed to me, I had no idea of what she thought or felt. And it was blatantly obvious that she wasn’t a bad person. From everything I had seen and heard personally or through the minds of others, she seemed kind and selfless. Maybe that was the problem. She was too good to deserve such a fate.
I pushed those thoughts as far into the back of my mind as I possibly could. There was no way that I could resist her. I had to have her, regardless of what it cost me.
I focussed on the task at hand. I really wasn’t interested in small talk, but I wanted to make sure that she was comfortable with me. I needed for her to want to be seduced, to want me. I wouldn’t settle for anything less. If I was going to do this, then it was going to be just right, as there wasn’t going to be a second chance.
“So, Bella... How are you finding living in Forks?”
“It’s fine.” Her brows furrowed again and I wondered why.
“You didn’t seem to have a great first day at school. I’m really sorry I added to that.”
“Yeah, well, I knew that coming back here wasn’t going to be easy.”She sighed and her shoulders slumped slightly.
“Well, you certainly had the attention of the entire student body, although I think that every male at school seems to be planning on asking you out.” A grimace appeared on her face as I said this.
“I seriously doubt that.”She scoffed.
“Trust me... you didn’t hear them.” I smirked at her as she rolled her eyes. I wondered how she would react if she knew exactly what I had heard.
“So would you consider yourself as one of those males?”I thought I saw hope in her expression as she looked at me, waiting for my response.
“Would you like me to be?” Damn, I wish I could read her mind right now.
“I asked you first.” The nervous giggle that escaped her lips teased me in ways I hadn’t experienced before.
“I think that any guy that has you for a girlfriend would be a very lucky man.”
“Yeah, right... But you still didn’t answer my question.”
“Didn’t I?” I chuckled as she looked frustrated. “So you don’t like being noticed by guys in general, or just the ones at Forks High?”
“I’m not good with being the centre of attention. Period. I guess it all stems from my severe lack of coordination and not wanting witnesses to it.” The memory of the walk here came to mind and I understood immediately.
We talked for a while about her Mom and her life back in Phoenix, as well as the awkward relationship that she had with her Dad. I found that I was actually fascinated by her life, always wanting to know more details. What was the matter with me? Surely it must just be due to the lack of mental insight.
She began to ask questions about my family, but I quickly gave the stock answers before trying to change the subject. After discussing books, music and movies, Bella’s expression turned very serious as she bit her lower lip, deep in thought.
“You know, I really wish I could read you mind.” It was completely true, but she wasn’t aware of exactly how true it really was.
“You would be so bored if you knew what I thought.”
“Try me... what were you thinking about just before?”
“I was just wondering why you would bring me out here. I mean, it’s beautiful, but we’ve only just met. It just seems a little strange. Not that I’m not enjoying being here with you.” She looked away, blushing again as she did.
“This place is really special to me. I like to come here to think when I’ve had a bad day. I find that it helps me relax and put things into perspective.”
“But wouldn’t you prefer to be here on your own?”
“I’m not sure why I wanted to show it to you, but I just had this overwhelming desire to bring you here. It’s possible, I guess, that I figured that after the day you had, that maybe it might have a similar effect on you as it does for me.”
“It’s beautiful, Edward. Thank you for showing it to me.” Her voice was almost a whisper as she leaned towards me slightly.
“Bella, there’s something that I want to say, but I’m not sure if I should.” My mouth had begun to get away from me, speaking before I had a chance to think through what I was saying.
“Whatever it is, I promise not to laugh.” She gave me a solemn look and it made me smile.
“It’s not that funny, more embarrassing actually.”
“You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.”
“But that’s the thing... I really want to tell you, but I have no idea how you’ll react to what I have to say. I only ask that you are completely honest with me in your answer. Could you do that for me?” I listened as her heart began racing again.
She nodded as she answered, “I promise that I’ll tell you the God’s honest truth. But f you’re going to tell me, could you do it soon, you’re making me nervous.” I chuckled as I though that she wasn’t the only anxious one.
“I actually have a confession to make. I know that we only met today, and I hope that it doesn’t make things awkward between us, but I find myself irresistibly attracted to you.” I shifted closer to her, holding her gaze, waiting to see how she would react.
Her skin flushed the deepest, most delicious pink as she looked down at her hands, playing with the blades of grass beside her. “I don’t know why you would feel that way about me. I’m really nothing special.”
“You obviously don’t see how attractive and alluring you truly are.” I shocked myself a little as I realised that what I was saying wasn’t just a line. I actually found her physically attractive. Very attractive. I’m surprised that I hadn’t really noticed it before now. I guess that I had been so preoccupied with not killing her and everyone else in the vicinity that I hadn’t allowed myself the chance to notice.
Whoa... What the hell? I was suddenly caught off guard by where my thoughts had taken me. Surely it had to be just part of attraction to her blood. I mean, of course she could be beautiful, but beauty wasn’t something that I ever really noticed. Not like this. I was so absorbed by the direction of my thoughts that I hadn’t realised that Bella had also moved. Her shoulder was now almost touching mine. When this finally registered with me, I found myself struggling to breathe. I couldn’t understand this reaction to being so close to her, but just the thought left me feeling exhilarated and wanting more.
I wanted to reach out and feel her warm, fragile skin against my own. It was unbearable to try to stop myself from acting on this impulse. Her eyes were soft, inviting and I was drowning in their depths.
“I... um...” She sighed before closing her eyes and continuing. “I find myself... feeling the same way about you.” As she spoke, my attention was drawn to her pink, luscious lips and imagined how it would feel to kiss them. Suddenly, without thinking about what I was doing, I found myself closing the gap between us, my lips crashed against hers, giving into my fantasy.
Her scent was even more concentrated as her breath fanned across my face, and I was instantly intoxicated by her. I pulled her to me as I deepened the kiss, both of us panting from our need for one another. My hands wrapped around her waist as hers found their way into my hair. Her hot tongue licked at my lips eagerly and it made me realise that the freezing temperature of my body didn’t seem to upset her. I was actually finding the heat of her body to be incredibly arousing. Wait... Arousing?
I had never experienced anything like this before. The knot I felt twisting in the pit of my stomach, the painful need I felt to have her and the increased tightening in my pants left me, not only stunned, but seemed to only fuel everything I was feeling for her. It was as if I could never get enough of her.
My lips began to move down her neck and feeling the blood pulsing just beneath her skin was a temptation like I had never before experienced, but to my amazement, I couldn’t bring myself to bite her. Not yet. In fact, my lips yearned more to roam her skin and taste her lips rather than her blood in that moment.
The vulnerability and innocence of this girl seemed to disappear instantly when I pulled back to look at her. Her eyes were heavy lidded with the lust that was passing between us, and was growing rapidly with every second that passed.
As she looked up at me through her lashes, biting her lower lip seductively, I had the feeling that she wasn’t as unaware of her effect on me as she would have had me believe. The shy girl next door seemed to have a dark side, and that only made my want her all the more.
“Oh, Edward...” She moaned as my lips worked their way down her neck and were now hovering along the neckline of her shirt. Hearing her say my name spoken with such desire destroyed all restraint I had at that moment. My hands slid up under the soft material to come in contact with the supple skin of her torso.
I ran my fingers upward along her stomach, memorising every inch of it until they came in contact with her bra. The thought of what lay beneath that flimsy cotton, brought on a wave of arousal, stronger than any before it. I could feel through the material that her nipples had hardened at my touch, and I longed to take them into my mouth.
Her breathing was becoming louder and rougher by the minute. “Please, Edward... please touch me...” Her begging had left me harder than ever and wanting to give her everything she desired. I quickly unbuttoned her top, pulling it open. She whimpered as I placed my mouth on top of her breast, my tongue lapping at her nipple through the cotton, soaking it through.
“Oh my God!” She cried as I carefully slipped her breast free from its confines, eagerly claiming it in my mouth. I snaked my arm around her and unclasped her bra. The sight before me was truly one of the hottest things I had ever witnessed.
I was left with absolutely no doubt as to where her thoughts were headed as her tiny hands fumbled with the buttons of my shirt before looking up at me again with pleading eyes as her hands roamed my chest and stomach. I clenched my jaw tightly shut as I swallowed back more venom, unwilling to prematurely end the delicious torment that I was subjecting myself to.
Her hands gravitated to the bulge that was straining against my pants, making it impossibly harder at the feel of her touch as she stroked me firmly through the fabric. I grabbed hold of her hand, guiding it to undo the button at the waist. She licked her lips as she lowered the zipper before sliding her hand inside, grasping and pumping me slightly.
“Oh, fuck that feels good.” I groaned as she teased me through my underwear for a moment. When I felt her release her grip, I knew that my lower lip had jutted out, pouting slightly.
“Don’t worry...” She purred as she leant forward taking my lower lip between her own and tugged gently on it, eliciting an appreciative groan from me before she continued speaking. “I promise I’m not going to leave you unsatisfied.” She said with a wink as she undid her own pants, sliding them down her long creamy thighs. A gasp caught in my throat as I took in the amazing view in front of me.
She then grabbed the waist of my pants as she whispered in my ear. “I am getting so wet at the thought of what’s in your pants, and from what I just felt, it’s very impressive.” I growled at the thought of her tight pussy and the moisture that I was responsible for and found myself imagining how it would feel to be inside it.
I placed my hands over hers as together we removed my pants. Her eyes locked on my crotch and an evil grin played on her lips before she leant forward once more, teased and licked at me through the material of my boxer briefs.
My head fell back at the sensations that I was experiencing. If it felt this good with my underwear on, I could only imagine how amazing it would be if her hot, wet mouth were on my cock. I was almost going crazy with desire for her. How could a human girl elicit such a reaction from me? I had no idea, and quite honestly, I didn’t care at that moment in time. I just knew that I didn’t want this to end anytime soon.
With surprising grace, Bella climbed on to my lap and straddled me before grinding her hips against mine slowly. The sight of her back arching slightly as she rocked with the movement was making me lose focus of what I truly wanted. She was just so damn sexy, and what made it even more so, was the fact that she didn’t try.
As her pace increased, so did the volume of her moans. I could listen to that sound forever and I would never tire of it. I was fast coming undone but held on with everything I had.
“Oh, Edward...” Her voice almost screamed as she tangled her hands into my hair, pulling on it slightly. “Edward, I want you so much that I can’t stand it.” Her words had pushed me right to the brink of my release, and I willed myself to hold off, just a little longer.
My hands grasped her hips as I gently lifted her off me, avoiding any further contact that would ruin this mammoth effort. Tears welled in her eyes and I hoped that I hadn’t hurt her.
“Bella...?” She shook her head, casting her eyes downward, avoiding contact with mine. I lifted her chin, forcing her to look at me. “Did I hurt you?”
“No...” She sighed as a few tears trickled down her cheeks. “I guess that I can understand why you wouldn’t want me.” I sat there stunned by her logic.
“Not want you? Bella, I want you so badly that it is causing me pain to deny myself.”
“Then why...?” She asked, clearly confused by my actions.
“I wasn’t ready for it to be over just yet. I was so close... I just couldn’t stand the thought of it ending, not without making sure that you were well taken care of.”
Her eyes lit up as she understood what I was saying. She giggled a little as she explained, “I have no intention of that being the end of it. I told you that I wouldn’t leave you unsatisfied, and I fully intend to honour that.”
I gave her a crooked smile as I replied, “And I fully intend to reciprocate.” Her breathing hitched again as she flung herself at me, feverishly pulling at my boxers. Once they were removed, she kissed her way down my chest and stomach, pausing just above my throbbing cock.
“Well that’s certainly going to be a mouthful!” She blushed as she realised that she had said this out loud, and in her efforts to hide her embarrassment, she ducked her head down, so that my length was firmly pressed against her cheek as she fought a fit of giggles.
After about 10 seconds, she had managed to compose herself enough to look at me again, the lust had returned to her expression and I swallowed hard as I watched her tongue lick me from base to tip before her lips parted and she took my full length into her mouth.
Her lips squeezed against me as she repeatedly used her mouth to slide up and down my shaft, her tongue stroking and teasing as she went. My hips bucked a little and as I got closer to my orgasm, I felt Bella pause for a moment before releasing her mouth from around me.
I growled at the interruption, but Bella had something she wanted to tell me. I listened with wide eyes as she made her request and I was only too happy to comply. We changed positions so that she was now lying on the ground, while I hovered above her.
She opened her mouth in readiness for me, and as I slid inside, I imagined that being inside her while having sex wouldn’t feel much different to this. I twisted my fingers into her hair, just as she had asked me to do, before beginning to thrust myself into her warm mouth. Her words replayed themselves over and over in my mind. I want you to grab hold of my hair and fuck my mouth. I had almost creamed myself at the mere thought of it, and hearing her say the word ‘fuck’ had just amped up the intensity even more.
As I finally found my release, I tried to keep control of my body as the urge to thrash around was damn near impossible to resist. The thought that I could possibly harm Bella was the determining factor that seemed to keep my impulse at bay.
I could hear the internal war waging in my mind and I was shocked by how protective I felt of her, while another part of me justified it by reasoning that if I was hunting, I would be trying to protect my prey from other predators as well. But if that was the case, who was I protecting Bella from?
We spent a few minutes catching out breath. With a smirk, I removed Bella’s panties, as she lay there watching me with eager eyes, her ragged breathing easily matched my own.
I indulged myself by taking a minute or two to appreciate the beauty of the body that lay naked in front of me. Her feminine curves were making me instantly hard again.
Using my fingers, I memorised this newly exposed area. As I gently stroked her bundle of nerves, her eyes rolled back in her head as moans of pleasure filled the air. I slowly trailed my fingers down to the entrance of her slick core before sliding them in. Her hips lifted to press against my hand, urging me to go deeper. As I did this, I began to curl my fingers inside of her, exploring and caressing this most intimate area.
“Holy shit!” She cried as my fingers came into contact with a particularly sensitive spot. “Do that again.” She pleaded. It wasn’t long before I could feel her muscles beginning to tighten around me and from her sounds and movements, I knew that she wasn’t far away.
“Do you want me to keep doing this?” I whispered into her ear, as I licked her lobe, causing her to gasp.
She struggled to form a coherent sentence. “Could you please... um... use your... um... your tongue?” I shouldn’t have been surprised by this, after what she had done for me, but I was.
I gingerly ran my tongue up and down her entrance a few times, amazed by the taste of her. It still tasted like her scent, but a little different at the same time. I found that I craved this as much, if not more than her blood.
I lapped and teased her mercilessly until she finally stilled after riding out her orgasm, screaming my name over and over. She curled up against me as I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her close. I buried my face in her hair and inhaled deeply, finding contentment in that simple action.
Time seemed to stand still as we just enjoyed the closeness of our bodies, but all too soon, the calm that had stolen over me was replaced by fear as Bella uttered six little words?
“Why is your skin so cold?”
I instantly felt my body stiffen as I sat up, instinctively moving away from her. The fact that it was only just now that she was deciding to ask, filled me with hope that she might accept me for who and what I truly was, although, I also knew that she would never have guessed at what she was alone in the woods with.
As I saw it, I had two options. The first was to lie. I had spent a century hiding the truth. Why frighten her unnecessarily if I didn’t have to? The second was to just kill her now, never having to see the terror in her face as she met her end unexpectedly. I mean, I had brought her here for that very purpose. Why was it now feeling like that was now an impossible task to fulfil?
Then I thought about Alice’s reaction this afternoon and I again wondered what future events had she seen. Suddenly, the realisation hit me hard. I didn’t want to kill her. I didn’t want to lie to her. I actually wanted her to know the truth.
Her teeth were biting down hard on her lower lip as she waited for me to answer her. I couldn’t deny her anything and I opened my mouth to speak the words that would either send her running away from me, screaming, or maybe, just maybe, it wouldn’t change the way she felt. I knew that this was a long shot, but I was willing to risk it.
“Bella, the world you live in, well, it isn’t what you think it is...” I knew that what I was saying wasn’t making sense to her, and the confused look on her face only reinforced this fact. I took a deep breath and tried again. “What I’m about to tell you is really difficult for me. I want you to know the truth, but at the same time, I know that it will most likely cost me the most important thing in my life.”
The truth in these words caught me off guard and I knew instantly that this was not merely just an attraction to her blood or even her body. I was completely, head over heels in love with her.
Bella frowned, still not understanding what I was trying to explain. “I know that this will sound crazy, but Bella, you are the most important thing to me.”
She looked stunned, but quickly, the expression faded and suspicion replaced it. “Are you trying to avoid the question? Because how you feel about me has nothing to do with why your skin is like ice.”
I sighed. “Actually, it has everything to do with it. You see, I shouldn’t feel the way I do about you. It’s not natural.”
“This isn’t natural?” Her brow was so deeply furrowed that it looked like it might set that way permanently.
“Between humans it is.”
“So you’re what, an alien?” She rolled her eyes.
“No... A vampire.” I watched closely, trying to decipher what she might be thinking through her expressions and body language, but she just stood there, frozen and wide eyed, her mouth hanging open for a few minutes until she suddenly started laughing. Well, this reaction was definitely unexpected.
“A vampire? Come on, Edward. Be serious. You can’t be a vampire, its daylight.”
“That is all just legend. There is very little truth to any of it, really.” Her expression slowly morphed back into the shocked look that she wore before.
“You are serious!” She exclaimed and I nodded in response. The fact that she wasn’t running or screaming was filling me with hope that maybe this would somehow work out. So was this what Alice was so happy about? I figured it probably was.
“I’ll understand if you never want to see me again.” I hung my head, afraid of her answer.
“Edward...” I looked up again and our eyes locked in an intense gaze. “I don’t know why, but I trust you. I have this overwhelming feeling that you won’t hurt me.” I nodded again and we smiled at each other before she began to giggle again.
“What’s so funny?” I asked, curious by the suddenly change in her behaviour.
“Think about it... You had your mouth all over me, and yet the only thing you were truly interested in drinking wasn’t my blood!” I saw her point and chuckled with her, but my cock twitched at the memory.
“Bella, could you do one thing for me please?” I asked, completely serious again. She nodded. “I want you to really think about this. Do you really want to be with someone like me? I know what I want, and I also know that for me, that will never change. But I need you to be sure of your decision.”
“Okay, I’ll think about it, but I also know what I want and that won’t change either.” She folded her arms across her chest and I couldn’t help but find her adorable.
A grin broke across my face as an idea came to me. “I’ll come to your house tonight.”
“But what about my Dad? He’ll be wondering why you’ve turned up on our doorstep.”I chuckled again.
“He will never even know that I’m there. I promise. But if you decided that you truly want to be with me, leave your bedroom window open.”
Her eyes widened and concern was etched all over her face. “Edward, my bedroom is on the second story. You can’t climb in through that window!” Her panic at the possibility of me getting hurt was endearing, and I found myself falling for her even harder than before.
“Love, you worry too much. Just remember, open your window if you decide you want me, otherwise, I promise you will never see me again.”
“But I...” I gently kissed her lips, effectively cutting her off.
“Just think about it properly before answering. Please? For me?” We dressed quickly and I helped her to her feet before placing a kiss on her forehead and leading her back to her truck. I chose to run home, all the while, reliving the afternoon’s events in my mind as I prayed that she would still want me once the darkness had arrived and the truth had finally sunk in.
CHAPTER 3 - "THE FUTURE REVEALED"
I could see Alice’s figure bouncing up and down in the doorway as I approached the house. The massive grin that was plastered to her face was testament enough that she knew what had happened and had obviously seen an outcome that she agreed with.
She’s perfect, Edward. You have nothing to worry about. Her window will be wide open tonight. She winked at me as she danced inside the door. I tried to see what she’d seen, but she was blocking her thoughts. I became suspicious immediately and followed her upstairs.
“Alice... what don’t you want me to know?” I called through the door to her room, which she had quickly escaped into.
“Nothing. Everything is going to be fine. Just go have fun.” She sang back to me. Something wasn’t right. Every now and then I would catch a tiny glimpse of her vision, but never enough to make any sense.
I decided to go to my room and try to calm some of the nerves I was feeling with music. I reclined on the couch, trying to give my mind over to the music, when I was interrupted by the vision that was currently revealing itself to Alice.
Bella was smiling up at me, both of us looked so happy. We kissed before she tilted her head to one side, offering me her neck. I gently placed kisses down along her jaw, toward her shoulder, before finally sinking my teeth through her flesh.
Suddenly the scene changed and the Bella that was standing before me was no longer the same. Her smooth skin glistened slightly and the beautiful brown colour of her eyes had now changed to red irises.
I sat bolt upright as I realised exactly what this meant, although I struggled to comprehend it. She had willingly given herself to me, and had consequently become one of us? Part of me was overjoyed at such a possibility, while another part was disgusted at my willingness to damn her to an existence such as this.
I felt the frustration building inside me and I found myself knocking a little too forcefully on Alice’s door, putting my fist straight through it on the third knock.
“Damn it!” I grumbled as I opened the damaged door to see Alice glaring at me with her hands on her hips.
“You can replace that!” She snapped at me before retrieving a magazine from the bedside table and handing it to me. “That one.” She pointed at the image of the door she wanted, before huffing and flopping herself onto the bed as she continued to work her way through the pile of magazines, making notes on the things she planned to purchase the next time she went on a shopping expedition.
I rolled my eyes as went over to sit next to her. “Why didn’t you just stop me before I broke it?” I asked. It actually surprised me that this had happened at all.
“Well, genius, you mustn’t have been paying attention. Just before you rudely busted the door in, I had another vision.”
“What did you see?”
“Just stuff... you know...”
“No I don’t know. How about you just tell me? I’m sick of you keeping things to yourself when it comes to Bella and me. Why won’t you tell me what the hell is going on?”
“Because I’m afraid that if I do, that you’ll freak out and ruin everything!”
“Do you honestly think that I’m that bad?”
“Edward, you overreact to everything. It’s just a fact.”
I then proceeded to spend the next hour trying to convince Alice to let me in on what she’d seen. Finally, after making many promises to her, she explained.
“As I said earlier, Bella will leave her window open for you tonight. The fact that you are a vampire is not important to her. It’s like she is your soul mate – your other half. This is the reason that she will willingly become one of us someday, although I’m not exactly sure when as it keeps changing all the time. This will depend a lot on the decisions you make.” I nodded, trying to remain calm, while internally I was at war with myself; both frightened by the fact that Bella would be like me, but also incredibly excited by it as well. I knew that I shouldn’t want this, but I was selfish.
Alice, seeming pleased that I had so far remained some what calm, continued. “Tonight is going to be crucial in your relationship with Bella. You must remain aware of your actions at all times.”
“Am I likely to hurt her?” My throat thickened at the thought, strangling the words as they came out.
“It is a possibility. Just please be careful Edward. If you kill her...” She paused, unwilling to go on.
“Tell me, Alice. I need to know.” I pleaded.
She sighed before continuing. “You’ll never survive if anything happens to her. It will be as if you died too.” Her voice was little more than a whisper by the end and I understood exactly why she was worried.
* * *
I decided to go hunting while I waited to return to Bella. After Alice’s warnings, I didn’t want to take any unnecessary risks. After another few hours, and on the verge of feeling uncomfortable after the amount of blood I had just consumed, I decided it was time to go.
As I headed towards Bella’s, my uncertainty regarding the whole possibility of being with her felt as if it had almost completely lifted. Alice had assured me that she would want me and that I would just have to control my bloodlust while I was with her, lest I head down a different path. Just the thought of the afternoon’s activities and my lack of interest in her blood, was encouraging.
I slowed to a walk as I approached her house. I was almost too afraid to look up toward her window, in case of disappointment. I stopped across the street and forced my eyes to look. Sure enough, there it was, wide open and inviting me in, just as Alice had predicted.
As I crossed the street, I was suddenly assaulted by her scent. It was everywhere and I inhaled it in, trying to somewhat desensitise myself to it’s potency before I saw her. I took a few more deep breaths before quickly ascending the side of the house, and climbing in through the window.
I scanned the room, waiting to find her, but she wasn’t there. I listened carefully to the sounds throughout the house. In the next room, I could hear her Father snoring loudly, his heartbeat thumping a slow, relaxed rhythm while he slept. But I was unable to hear her.
What did this mean? Why would she leave her window open for me, but then not be here when I arrived? I couldn’t make sense of it and I began to feel anxious. The thought that something could have happened to her suddenly crossed my mind, but there was so sign of an accident, or blood and her truck was still parked outside.
I slumped onto the bed, feeling a loss inside me which I had never before known. I suddenly had the urge to lie down on the bed, allowing her scent to wrap around me. As I did, I heard the crumple of paper beneath me.
I reached for the sheet of paper, surprised that I hadn’t noticed it before. As I read what it said, the hope that I had carried before, suddenly returned full force.
Edward,
If you get this, I have gone into the woods to wait for you.
The last thing I wanted was for my Dad to wake up and find you here.
I thought at least this way we could have a little bit of privacy.
I’ll be waiting for you.
Bella
She wanted me and was waiting for me.
I quickly jumped out the window and headed towards the line of trees, closest to the house. I could smell her so vividly, that I could almost taste it. I followed it, and it didn’t take me long to find her. About fifteen feet into the woods, there she sat on an old fallen trunk.
Even in the darkness, I could see the sparkle of excitement in her eyes as she watched my approach. Her heartbeat soared and her cheeks became a darker, beautiful shade of pink. She looked like an angel.
“You came...” Her voice was breathy as she spoke, twisting the knot in my stomach even tighter.
“I told you I would.” I gave her a crooked smile and I heard a little gasp as she noticed it. “I wouldn’t have been able to stay away.” I crooned as I noted the effect that I seemed to be having on her, with great pleasure.
She stood and walked toward me and I quickly closed the gap between us. The feel of her soft, warm, supple lips against my own had haunted me since leaving her. The memory of them wrapped around my cock had tortured me mercilessly.
My hands slid down the front of her jacket, before unfastening the buttons, allowing my hands to slide around her warm waist. As our tongues danced against each other’s, a moan escaped before I could stifle it. Bella’s responding moan left me with no illusions that she was turned on.
I slowly began to move my lips so that they were working a path down past her jaw and along the beautiful column of her neck. Again, the intensity of the need that swept over me, feeling the blood coursing through her veins, was difficult to ignore, but the sweet scent of her arousal that was becoming more pronounced by the second, was enough to hold the bloodlust at bay.
“Bella...” I breathed her name as I grazed my lips against the lobe of her ear. I felt her shiver as she dipped her head to press her mouth against the skin of my throat. I let my head fall back, allowing her greater access as she placed open mouthed kisses across this area. The fact that she was concentrating on this particular body part, knowing what I really was, was getting me so aroused that I didn’t know if I could stand any more of her sensuous torment.
It was then that I felt her hot tongue lazily drag up my neck before flicking my earlobe and finally taking it into her mouth, biting and tugging it gently. My eyes rolled back into my head at the sensation and I knew without a doubt that she was the most dangerous being I had ever encountered. Beneath her angelic, innocent exterior was a very different Bella. She was effortlessly sexy, and that made her impossible to resist.
Her voice whispered into my ear, sending shivers of pleasure through me as her soft warm breath caressed my skin, but it was her words that had me coming undone. “Being apart this afternoon was torture and I know that it’s crazy, since we’ve only just met, but I know that we are meant to be together. I’m more certain of this than I have been about anything, ever. It’s like, now that I’ve been close to you, however briefly, I just can’t stay away. I just can’t and I don’t want to try. I want to be with you, Edward. I need you...”
“Do you know what you’re asking? I would give you the world, and all you have to say is that you’ll be mine for eternity. But I need you to be absolutely sure that this is what you want, because for me, there is no going back, but you still have a choice.”
“I’ve made my choice. I choose you. Edward, I am yours. Forever.” Her eyes held nothing but utter conviction and I knew that I had finally found my true other half. Part of my brain kept screaming for me to stop this; that she deserved better – a normal, human life, but I ignored it as I gave into my desires. My lips once more pressed to her throat, as she let out a gasp when she felt my mouth open against the skin.
“And I am yours, for all eternity.” I whispered back against the skin of her neck as I continued to kiss her. “I’m going to make you feel so good, my love.” I murmured into her ear, and her breathing hitched at the words.
Her words struck me hard as she spoke them to me, her breath almost stealing the sound of her voice. “Edward, I’ve never done anything like this before... you know, being with a man...” I looked up into her eyes and held her gaze as she continued to speak. “Please be gentle...”
“I promise.” I murmured back into her skin as I continued lavishing kisses along her jaw. I realised that I had every intention of keeping that promise; I would be gentle, I couldn’t bear the thought of causing her harm, but I also needed her in the most desperate way. Again I could hear that part of my brain screaming at me to stop; that it wasn’t safe to be doing this. But the larger part ignored it. I suddenly couldn’t help but wonder once more, exactly what and how much Alice had seen.
I slid her jacket off her arms, exposing a flimsy tank top underneath. It was obvious that she wasn’t wearing a bra, as her nipples had pebbled from the cold, taunting me from beneath their cotton covering. My hands ghosted down her sides before gliding back up her stomach and grazing against her firm breasts. I couldn’t hold back the sigh from the contact, and I used my other hand to adjust myself, in order to try to alleviate some of the growing discomfort in my pants.
This action didn’t go unnoticed, as her warm hand, undid the button and fly of my jeans, before reaching in and gently stroking my hardened length. A low, satisfied hum rumbled in my chest as she tightened her grasp on me, increasing the friction.
I carefully lifted the tank top up her body, and when she had to let go of me in order to be able to remove it completely, I felt an ache at the loss of her touch, but the sight of her naked breasts quickly made up for it.
Her breathing had become heavy and her eyes were filled with desire as I pulled my shirt off. Her hands sliding down the muscles of my chest and stomach, and everywhere she touched, seemed to be charged with an electric current.
I moved my hands to her hips, as I slipped them under the waistband of her pants to discover that she wasn’t wearing any underwear at all. I groaned as the memory of her body from this afternoon came to the front of my mind. I was suddenly very eager to see it again as I removed her pants quickly before taking a step back to take in the very appealing view.
My cock was straining unbearably against my boxers, and as I made to take off my jeans, two small hands rested on top of mine. I paused briefly to look into her eyes once more, before allowing her to continue the removal of my clothes as I watched on with increasing pleasure.
Her tongue kept darting across her lips, moistening them, before her teeth would bite down on the lower one, teasing my resolve to be gentle with her. I knew that she was fragile and easily broken, but in my mind, I imagined taking her in numerous ways, and none of them were gentle or remotely careful. I closed my eyes, living in my fantasies for a moment, before trying to push them, rather unsuccessfully I might add, from my thoughts.
“Edward...” Her voice called me back to her. “I need to feel you.” As she spoke, her hand caught hold of mine as she placed it between her thighs, showing me exactly what she meant. I swallowed thickly as my fingers explored the hot, slick skin. I watched her as her eyes rolled back and she moaned as I found her clit, and I massaged it gently as she began to rock against my hand. Her arms wrapped around me, pulling herself against my body, leaving no space between us. My other hand had snaked up into her hair and I once more began kissing her mouth, but this time with a little more force.
It wasn’t long before I could feel the heat of Bella’s body increase, and her moans were becoming louder. Soon, I felt her body shudder as she reached her climax, and I helped her ride it out, loving the fact that I was the one who was giving her such pleasure, and that she was mine alone.
All mine...
I was caught off guard as I was pushed backwards by two small hands. Normally, this wouldn’t have happened, but the fantasies had begun to creep back momentarily and I hadn’t been paying close attention to Bella’s actions. In fact, if I’m being completely honest, I was rather consumed by the image of Bella bent over the log she had been sitting on, while I ploughed into her as she screamed for more.
The force with which I hit the tree behind me, surprised me. Who would have thought that Bella had that kind of strength in her? But I guessed that being distracted would have allowed her to take advantage of the situation.
Hmmm... I could think of a few ways that I’d like to take advantage of her...
I shook my head again, in the vain attempt to rid myself of those kinds of thoughts. I couldn’t afford to lose focus tonight.
So, I found myself pressed up against a tree, completely naked, with Bella grinning at me before her gaze dropped to my groin. As her tongue once again licked her lips, she looked back up at me through her lashes. Her voice was low and seductive as she trailed her fingertips up and down my torso. “Now it’s my turn to make you feel really good...”
Holy shit! She’s going to...
I didn’t get a chance to finish my thought before she had knelt in front of me, her tongue already beginning to stroke its way up my shaft before teasing the tip.
“Mmmm...” She groaned. “You taste so good...” I thought I was going to blow my load right then and there. Watching her wrap her soft pink lips around my cock was such an erotic sight, that I couldn’t seem to tear my eyes away, nor did I want to.
She worked slowly, her tongue, lips, teeth and hands seemed to be everywhere as her ministrations edged me ever closer to losing control. My hands caught hold of a branch above my head, as I struggled to remain upright. I wanted this feeling to last forever, but at the same time, I didn’t, as there were still too many things I wanted to discover and explore when it came to Bella and sex.
I could feel my whole body tense and my muscles tremble as the intensity of my release washed over me. I looked at Bella as she grinned up at me, looking rather smug.
“Good, was it?” She giggled, losing her balance and rolling on to her back. The sight of her lying on the ground, her hair splayed out around her as her body called to me, left me with a rapidly hardening erection. I knelt down, hovering above her body, as her giggles gave way to ragged breathing. Our eyes locked on each other’s as I slowly leant down to kiss her. It was soft and sensuous as our lips pressed together, and her scent lulled me into a daze.
Her hands once more twisted themselves into my hair, pulling me to her, and I gently lifted her so that she was cradled in my arms, never breaking our kiss.
My mind was racing with everything that had transpired between us. This girl, who, before today, had not existed in my world, had suddenly become the centre of my universe. I could feel the strength of our connection, as if she was my sun, and I was merely a planet that orbited around her. No matter what, I was never going to let her go. I couldn’t go back to the shell of an existence that I had been dwelling in before. She was mine and she wanted me forever. I couldn’t hold back the smile the broke across my face. Happiness like I had never known overwhelmed me, as I thought about that. Mine. Always.
The fact that she was already cradled against me meant that I was able to continue kissing her while I moved us into a better position. Her lips separated from mine as I sat her down on the fallen trunk, and she pouted as our bodies lost the contact that we had shared.
“Bella, Love, are you sure you want to do this?” I asked quietly. I was afraid that she would change her mind, but I didn’t want her to go ahead with this if she had doubts.
“I am sure. I need you... please?” Her tone began to beg.
“Okay, but if I hurt you...”
“I know... I promise I’ll tell you.” She nodded her head as she spoke.
I placed my hands on her knees, as I exerted a little force to spread her thighs so that they were open to me. The sight of the milky white skin before me, made it necessary to swallow back the flood of venom that filled my mouth.
“Do you want me to pleasure you first?” I asked as gently trailed my fingertip across her entrance, a little uncertain as to whether I should return the favour or if I should just make love to her. I felt torn with desire to do both, but I wanted to make Bella happy, so she should decide.
She sat in silence for a moment while she bit her lower lip, pushing my restraint to its limits. “Um... I think we have plenty of time for that later. Right now, all I want is to feel you inside me.”
I nodded as I moved forward so that my hips were pressed against the inside of her thighs, my erection threatening to push into her hot, wet entrance. I closed my eyes for a second before opening them again as I looked deep into her eyes before finally pushing forward very, very slowly. As soon as I came into contact with the obstruction I had been anticipating, I stopped.
“This is probably going to hurt. Do you want to stop?” I hoped that she would say no, but I also didn’t know exactly how bad the pain was going to be for her. I just didn’t know if I had the strength to pull out after discovering this heaven.
I could see the lust in her eyes as she answered. “No, I want to keep going.” I watched as she braced herself for the
I could feel her flinch slightly as the barrier tore, but I gently kept pushing forward, continuing the slow pace, until I had been completely buried within her. I held still, allowing her time to adjust to this new sensation.
“Are you okay, Love? Does it hurt too much?” I had wrapped my arms around her as her head was resting against my chest.
“Actually, it’s not too bad. Just kind of stings a bit. Just give me a minute...” Her breathing was slow and deliberate and helped me to relax as we just held each other. That was when I smelt it.
I stiffened and she moved back to look at my face. “Edward? What wrong?” The panic was quickly seeping into the calm that we had experienced just moments before.
“Blood... Bella, you’re bleeding.” I could feel my eyes widen as I looked at her. I didn’t know what to do or if I could ignore it. It just seemed that the longer I waited, the stronger the scent became, calling me to its source.
“Isn’t that normal?” She asked with a look of confusion on her face.
“Yes, but I guess that I just forgot about that part.” I didn’t want to panic, that would only make matters worse. I wracked my brain for a solution before it finally came to me. “Do you trust me?” I asked as I held her gaze.
“With my life.”
“I can stop the bleeding. You just have to trust me, okay?” She nodded as I gently pulled myself from her before crouching down between her thighs. I softly licked her swollen flesh before allowing my tongue to return to where my cock had just been. Bella gasped and moaned as I allowed a small amount of venom to heal the internal tear. I knew that, in theory, there wouldn’t have been enough venom to do anything other than close the wound, but I could only hope that that was what was actually the case.
I could still taste her blood that had remained, and I greedily lapped up every last drop of the precious liquid. The taste was like a perfect mixture of Bella’s scent and a bit of added sweetness. But once it was combined with the juices of her arousal, it was the most amazing thing that I had ever tasted and I had to force myself not to inflict any more wounds in order to have more of it.
I continued to lick and tease her sensitive flesh for a few more moments, while my fingers flicked, pinched and played with her hardened nipples. I wanted to make sure that she was very aroused before continuing.
Once her breathing had become pants and her moans were increasing in volume, I pulled away with a smirk. “No... Come back here!” Bella whined a little as she tried to pull me back to her. I chuckled at the full blown pout that had taken over her expression. “That’s not nice, you know!” She huffed.
I leant forward and placed a kiss on her beautiful pouting lips as I moved closer again before grasping her hips with my hands. She locked her legs around me, trying to pull me closer. Our bodies were now flush with one another, although she wasn’t thrilled that my now throbbing erection was only pressed against her, and not inside her.
I could feel the impatience rolling off her as began frantically kissing my mouth, my neck – basically anywhere she could reach, while her hands clawed at my back before returning to my hair, tightly knotting themselves and pulling with surprising force.
I couldn’t stop a grin from forming as I watched her getting more and more worked up, desperately trying to satiate her need in some way. As much as I was aching to be fulfilling her every desire, and maybe a few of mine as well, I couldn’t resist this opportunity to tease her, just a little more. I just loved watching her reactions, and was pleasantly surprised to find that they were a real turn on.
My little game suddenly spun out of control as I heard Bella’s words in my ear. “If you think that by torturing me this way, that I’ll beg... well, you’re mistaken. If you don’t give me exactly what I want, when I want it, then I’m just going to have to take matters into my own hands.” Her voice was almost a growl and laced with lust. I tried to swallow, but I struggled. I could hear her heart hammering in her chest, and her breathing was heavy. I looked her directly in the eyes and could see that she was serious.
I had trouble getting the words out as I tried to find out her plans. “Wh-what did you want then?”
“Your long, hard cock... inside me. Now!” Her tone was demanding and it was so damn sexy, but I was feeling a little defiant, as curiosity tugged at my resolve.
“And if I don’t...?” I cocked my eyebrow.
“Well then...” She shoved against my chest and I allowed myself to move backwards to see what she might have in mind. She slid her finger into her mouth, sucking it gently before trailing it very slowly down her body, pausing briefly to roll her nipple around, groaning from the sensation. I could feel my eyes widen and my cock become impossibly harder as I watched on, stunned by the display of brazen behaviour from this shy, supposedly innocent girl in front of me.
Her fingers continued their path downwards as they crept towards her intended destination. As she made contact with her swollen bundle of nerves, she groaned so loudly that I was certain that someone would be able to hear her, but that didn’t concern me right now. I would know if we were likely to have an unwelcome visitor, before they had even made it to the tree line from the street.
Another sudden flood of venom filled my mouth as I watched excitedly as she brought herself to climax before plunging her fingers deep inside her, continuing to ride her orgasm which only seemed to be building in intensity. I was struggling to keep my hands to myself as I watched her give herself such immense pleasure, that I wasn’t fully aware that I had begun to stroke myself until I noticed her gaze had locked on my tightened grip and I pumped furiously. The sounds and visuals we were giving each other of our mutual self-pleasuring only seemed to heighten the excitement of the situation as we both fell over the edge together.
Bella crawled over to me, looking like a lioness stalking her prey, and I found myself smirking at that analogy, but also felt the twitching and tingling of arousal deep within my groin.
“Edward?” She cooed, her voice so soft and seductive that I was immediately lost in it. “Are you going to give me what I want now?” She climbed into my lap again and stared into my eyes, giving me such a pleading look that I would have given her anything in that moment.
“Remind me, what was it that you wanted again?” I played, desperate to hear her talk dirty to me again.
“I want you to... fuck... me.” I felt my jaw drop listening to her blatant explanation and use of a certain very unladylike word. It was so hot to hear her talk like that.
“But I thought you wanted me to be gentle?” The sudden memory sprung to mind as my fantasies began to run wild with the possibilities.
“I know... but I just don’t think I can take it slow and gentle right now. I just feel as though I’m going to explode if I don’t get what I need. Please, Edward? Please? I promise I’ll tell you if it hurts or gets too much. I just need to feel this. Please don’t say no!” Despite the fact that she had told me that she wasn’t going to beg, here she was... clinging to me and pleading with me to be rough with her. Again my internal battle resumed, but I quickly decided to please her the way she desired. I just hoped that she would actually tell me if it got too rough.
I repositioned her so that she was wrapped around my waist and she locked her legs around me automatically. I stood up and turned to push her up against the tree that she had so successfully pressed me against before entering her again with less caution this time. I paused for a moment to make sure that she was truly alright, that there wasn’t any lingering pain from the breach. Once she had assured me that she felt perfect, I resumed thrusting my engorged length into her with increasing speed and pressure. I felt her walls clenching as the orgasm ripped through her.
I was shocked when she started to plead for me to go deeper and harder. The image of her bent over the log returned to the front of my mind and before she had even realised what was happening, I had her spread out in front of me, in the position I had imagined less than a second ago.
The cries that tore through the night were so filled with lust and yearning that I knew it wouldn’t take long before I came, and came hard inside her. This position allowed me to get so much deeper within her and she seemed to love it as much as I did, as she kept pleading for more. As she writhed around, her body convulsing with pleasure, I reached around her, cupping her breast with one hand as I pulled her to me.
Her hands were now pulling her hair over her shoulder, out of the way, allowing me the to see the elegant lines of her long, creamy neck. She craned her neck around so that she could see me as she nodded once before turning back pressing her body harder against my own. I was so close now and once more, her internal walls squeezed me forcefully as she cried out.
“Oh fuck, Edward... Claim me, take me, make me yours!” Her words finally did me in as I was almost knocked over by the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced. The sudden shock of the extreme flood of both desire and venom overwhelmed me as I pulled her hot, slick body firmly up against mine as my teeth sank deep into the soft, inviting skin of her throat. Her sweet blood filled my mouth as she cried out with both pleasure and pain.
Mine.
The realisation that we would never have to leave each other again, only served to increase my euphoria. I lifted her spent body, as the change began to take place, and ran back home with her cradled safely in my arms. A smile spread across my lips as I thought about what this meant. Bella was mine and I was hers.
Forever.
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